Time to Live, Not Just Exist

Time to Live, Not Just Exist

I have been existing for nearly 25 years, I want to live, I want to be mindful of life, I want stop worrying about food. That is what life has become for me, was it a good day or a bad day? due to my food intake, I want it to be over, I need to learn how to eat properly, for most people its a normal thing, but for some of us its what our life has become. For me it isn’t about being skinny, Ive been like this for so long I don’t know any other way, but time to re-learn

I just want to be happy and healthy, is that too much to ask for?. Ive been recently diagnosed with OCD and Bi-Polar and I think it was the best thing to happen to me, reason being, Ive spent years suffering in silence, now the medication helps me and I don’t need to suffer as much, yes its still a daily struggle, but my mind can be calm and that is a heavenly feeling.

I’m not the type of person to whinge or complain and it doesn’t matter is no-one reads this blog, I just believe that writing will help ME

2 responses »

  1. I love the picture on this post, I have a tattoo on my wrist of a bird flying free from a cage with a key in its mouth that a drew in the hospital after I was diagnosed with bipolar/schizoaffective disorder and a bunch of stuff and i love the freedom that imagery symbolizes. I just thought it was cool to see that photo on your blog thanks for sharing that…I love your outlook on life I really do.

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